So long didnt write blog already. Feel so bored in australia. Cold and life style here totaly different to malaysia. So more miss my sweet family. Tomorrow is my daugther birthday, really sad cant accompany with her to celebrate. I am not a good father for my kids. Stay away from them and get more money. They always miss me. when i heard my daughter call me in skype "papa lai, pa pa lai.... then feeling really bad. When i ask my son: Heng heng, Papa go oversea you happy or not? cause i cant beat you anymore when you are naughty. I think he will answer "happy" but he didnt said that. He said not. I ask why? Papa go oversea working so hard, eat alone, sleep alone nobody can talkwhen lonely, very" kor lian". I wondering just 5 years old kid can talk like that. is out of my expectatation. It really so so touch for me. Is true, always go alone and sleep alone, it not a good life for me and my family. Wife and kids like live without husband and dad. somebody ask me, how nice har the hotel or motel you stay when oversea. I answer is that is my home, and malaysia home is hotel. cause i stay more longer in oversea that my home. So can you tell me which is hotel and which is home? Sometime i also confuse.
Sorry to my little xuan xuan, Papa cant celebrate your birthday with you. Please forgive me. HAPPY 2 YEARS OLD BIRTHDAY TO YOU. PAPA LOVE YOU. MUACK....
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I totally understand ur feeling. Sometime is very hard for us to judge money and life.
Happy birthday to my niece...
ty brother.. only u can understand my feeling....
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